Saturday, June 10, 2006
Another Bored DAy for me... Gonna go back sch to choose my makeup photos.. Yoohoo.. Finally out.. So excited man..
I wanna learn electric guitar (but no $)... get another part time job on sun(teach art?)... So tt i will be occupied.. SO Bored man...
Yes.. i saw the photos alr... ITs nicer den what i've expected... Will be getting the 4Rs photos after 2-3 weeks time.. So gonna be patient... So excited man.. Din know tt i've spent an hr looking through the photos.. Anyway there's also other peeps work too & my class ones (difei, candice & sandra).. I think the four of us did rather gd in tt photoshots... =) ... ok not gonna bitch abt anybody.. (no offense to anybody)..
Went to a familiar place where i used to go .. Feel so peaceful every step i took.. And every inch i drew nearer to the place, my heart pounds even harder.. It has been very long since i last visited.. Suddenly Enjoying the trip walking to the destination cos its very quiet & peaceful.. I dunno y last time i felt tt the route was a very long one & hussle.. Mayb cos i nv see the gd side of it..
The surroundings seems to change abit.. However, there's not much change to the place..I dunno what took me to that place.. Was intending to go home after photos selection but saw this bus came and i board on.. and it landed me in that place...
Came to think of the achievements i have done this yr.. Sadly there's none... Im going to be 21 soon & i felt ive done nothing great in my life.. NOt even my work nor my life... Im a failure in all.. Im a disappointment to all .. esp the one whom i always remind him to work hard for his goals & jia you for everything he does... & he really does it well.. while me .............
Yap... JJ concert getting nearer.. dunno whether to go anot.. Hopefully Siew can go wit me.. But she will only b back by 16th.. Siew u wanna go?? She's one of his crazy fans... But $ matters.. ..
Or anybody wanna go with me?? keke... Considering giving up cos dun have the Xtra $ to fork out... Im like so pathetic.. Have to pay alot of debts.. FUCk..
Dental, school fees(makeup & poly), home allowance, hp bills ... those are driving me nUTs...
Anybody can recommend me any part time job?? keke.. Im desperate..
6/10/2006 10:45:00 AM / more heaven than a heart could hold /
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